Curse?

With that hand
on the back of my neck
Pulling my face to yours
in a movement
tender but firm

And with those lips
so confident
yet so soft
waiting for my response
and sure to get it.

You will always get me back
baby
from any hell
any haze
you will bring me back.

The fights

Wasted.

Lost.

Gone.

Forever.

Hours.

Minutes.

Days.

In suffering

Pain and hurt

Blown up in words.

All I need (Air)

Oh I know I know
I was in love with a ghost
You were never really there
I never really had you
But those moments of delusion
Those moments of effusion
They are mine
And I still cherish them.

I know you won't remember
This song
You won't feel the power
Of those notes in the dark
But does it matter?
The music means something to me
And it plays back for my memory.

I was in love with my creation
And it was inebriating
Infuriating
And everything I needed
At the time.

So, thank you.